This weekend was out there. So many things. So little sleep. I am exhausted, but so OK with it. Everything was and will all turn out to be worth it. Completely worthwhile..
Life is weird lately. Oddly at peace, yet constant chaos in my mind. I can barely tell up from down, yet I have every fiber of my being telling me that I know why I am in the positions I am in and that the direction I am headed in is absolutely, certainly the correct path.
I need to be writing more. I don’t care at this point what its about, I just need to be forcing my brain to work. To distract.
I’m working on a new blog. I’ve been posting content on it like crazy….and for the life of me I have no idea why I started it. Its really more of a mini-blog. Longer than Twitter, shorter than this blog. I finally got a domain name for this one so I will soon be leaving the blogger world. Which is cool. Feels like progress. Not sure what progress though.
I’ve decided to actually start to work on becoming a healthier person overall. I’ve been “losing weight” for like 2 months now. And I’ve lost 38 pounds. All in all, a pretty decent rate, but still, thats been by doing absolutely nothing. OK, not “nothing”. And yes, I know that was a double negative. Well sort of… Sod off. Anyway, I’ve walked a mile and a half each weekday. Cut down to ridiculously small portion sizes….on the days when I do eat. (Yeah, I know, I suck. I’ve learned to deal with it. So should you.) Forced myself to drink my 8 cups of water each day. Its not much, but it kinda worked. Now its time to really put forth some effort.
Joined the gym at work. Thinking cardio on Friday for 45 and “Power Yoga” (wtf? I seriously don’t know what I’m getting myself into with this.) on Saturdays. Still, I hold back, I don’t want to fuck up SUPERfoot. This is a very real possibility since the fucker kind of just hurts. All. The. Time.
Yellow paper is lame. Everything in my office is yellow right now. Can we please start putting some of these state forms on pink paper? KTHXBAI!